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Post by Rika on Thu Sep 21, 2017 8:35 pm

When Rika first invited Sharaku to come horseback riding the demon did expect to spend time with the guy, but he did not exactly expect him to come home with him; however, by some strange turn of events that is exactly what happened. Was the demon mad about this? Not really. He actually found this kind of benifical. They could chill and talk about anything that had been held back while in public and if the guy needed a place to crash? Well the demon was fine with him crashing at his place, so things in the end worked out well enough.

Parking his bike in the parking lot, he would let the other get off before moving to do the same. Walking at his side, he would lead the way to apartment complex and the long ass stair case again. As they approached the demon would look back at the other sheepishly. “They still haven’t figured out the elevator issue. So back up the stairs we go,” he would chuckle before taking a step forward to begin the climb.
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Sharaku on Fri Sep 22, 2017 7:19 am

He didn't really need to be doing this, but neither was it as if he couldn't. Besides, it did seem like there were things they probably needed to address in some way, and the easiest way to do that was when they could be together somewhere that wasn't a public place. For plenty reasons.

He would raise his eyebrow up at the elevator thing. ''The people repairing it must be pretty incompetent to be taking this long.'' This has already been there back then before he stayed over for a good week when the demon was injured...then all the way until they went on their trip, which itself took two weeks...and it has been some time since they came back too. With all that time, the entire elevator could have just been replaced by a new one already or something. In any case, he would follow the other with just a shake of his head at this.
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Rika on Fri Sep 22, 2017 11:15 am

Privacy was indeed a thing when one needed to address certain things. As for how things turned out, the demon just rolled with the flow expecting nothing out of it as he remained as relax as he had been all day.

"Some would think that, but I think it is more of management resistance. This place is pretty old and settled. Some are like just keep fixing it and others are like replace it, so its kind of stuck in limbo for the time being. Though, I hope it does get replaced....to be honest even if the thing was fixed I would still take the stairs. That thing is uncomfortable..." Unless he had to get in there, he wouldn't. There was just too much going on with the ride up for his liking. That aside, he would continue up, the trip much quicker thanks to the fact the demon wasn't injured and so could get up the steps without a problem.

Once at their whoops....Let's try that again.

Once at his home's door, the demon would unlock and let the other in. Andromeda peeking out of the room and upon seeing them drifted out with her tail upright as she gave a friendly "mew" and approached them.
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Post by Sharaku on Fri Sep 22, 2017 11:36 am

''Then perhaps you should go by a majority rule or such. There will never be an agreement if all that happens is that it gets delayed when people disagree on the solution. You will never have everyone wanting the same option.'' There would almost always be a couple stubborn people saying the opposite thing from everyone else. If that alone was enough to create limbo, then the repair might as well be dead forever. It would never really move.

Irrelevant management issues aside, he would follow the other silently until they got in. Seeing the cat coming around, he would snort faintly, crouching down with an outstretched hand in an attempt to pet her assuming she did come close enough and stayed there long enough for him to accomplish so.
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Post by Rika on Fri Sep 22, 2017 11:54 am

"You know, I never thought of just going around with a paper and taking a tally of how many people actually want the thing replaced vs repaired or just left alone. I think what you suggest might work. Though convincing the management to do that is a problem. They can be quite stuck in their ways. Still nothing is stopping me or someone else from taking a vote and if enough people are for change they can't help, but to bow if they want to keep us here." While he didn't pay rent anymore cause the place was his. There were other fees associated with this place that went towards keeping it maintained, so.

That aside though, the demon would let the other in and go about closing the door and what no before coming in fully himself. He would smile gently at the action the guy performed, even more so since Andromeda decided that she would be accepting that pet. She would step closer and rub her head against his hand purring. "Heh. You two are cute." The demon would say in amused tones as he moved to place his keys on the counter.
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Post by Sharaku on Fri Sep 22, 2017 12:25 pm

''Well, either they want something to be done with this, or they just want to be a hindrance. The choice is theirs. If they want to willingly keep doing the latter, then you've got quite the dumb management in charge here.'' At least that's what he'd say. What's the purpose of management that does nothing but delays getting things solved?

At any rate, he would continue to pet the cat for a while before straightening back up to get himself settled, taking off his jacket and the like. ''I'm not sure the word cute describes me accurately.'', he would snort faintly.
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Rika on Fri Sep 22, 2017 12:35 pm

"I think they may be stubborn, but not dumb. They just argue alot amongst themselves. Still in the end they get things. It's just this elevator is a hot topic and is taking longer. Then again no one's complained about the elevator being out either, so maybe they don't see the need to rush this particular subject." It was a strange affair, but this family owned building was comfortable and while the family was odd as hell, when push came to shove they would get things going. He didn't think they were the type to let the place go to hell, so yeah. Strange ways were strange ways...even if it looked a bit sloppy on the outside to some.

The demon would chuckle slightly as he drifted over to the other to take his coat and shirt if he had taken that off. The space was a comfortable temperature so no shirt was fine and all. In any case, he would hang up what he did collect before moving to place his own jacket in the closet though he kept on his shirt for now. He would move back over to the other and poke him in the side.

"No? Then what word is good for you hmm?" he would ask with a smile.
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Sharaku on Fri Sep 22, 2017 12:42 pm

''I just have a liking for efficiency, and this doesn't really seem like it to me, that's all.'', he would shrug slightly. If it was on him, he would try to find the best possible solution as fast as possible instead of letting it drag on and on. Even if no one raised vocal complaints, surely people would be glad to have the elevator option back in place. Management needs some organization after all.

In any case, he would hand over his stuff without complaint, though he would raise an eyebrow when he got poked soon afterwards. He would scratch the back of his head slightly before offering a nonchalant shrug. ''Not sure. I just don't think I can exactly compare myself to some sort of cute fluff or whatever.''
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Rika on Fri Sep 22, 2017 1:15 pm

"I will admit it can be done better, but still despite how it is the end result is the same when they do work together on a matter." Circles were not good and honestly maybe the family were bad at reading the mood. Rika may be able to get up the stairs yes, but it would be nice to not have to do that once in a while and the folk that couldn't or had trouble with said stairs would probably like an alternative to living on the first floor or making arrangements for someone to come to get them if they needed to go upward for some reason. Life would be much simpler that is for sure. Perhaps he would speak with them about this matter. Hmm...

In any case, the demon would keep his smile on his face as he saw the other raise an eyebrow, but outside of that touch he didn't do much more for the time being as he chuckled slightly at the reaction he got. "You dunno huh. Well I guess I am going to have to figure out a different word for you," he would say as he watched the other for a moment before blinking and looking away. He would move over to the sofa and sit down. "That aside though. I suppose you had a reason for agreeing to come here. So what's up?" he would ask as he settled on one end of the sofa.
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Post by Sharaku on Fri Sep 22, 2017 3:35 pm

''Well, the ends don't always justify the means.'' If you could accomplish something in a better manner, why not do so? In many cases, how something is gained does play a role in how people feel about it in the end.

Regardless, he would huff at the situation slightly. Well, it better not be just a different way of saying cute, because he could definitely bite when he decided something looked tasty enough. Or someone in this case. ''How about fierce? I think I like that one.'', he would suggest after a moment, leaving it up to the other to figure out whether he was being serious about this one or not. And speaking of being serious...he would remain silent for a while, seemingly thinking when the question was posed, eventually walking over to sit down as well. ''...absolutely nothing.'' Did he need to have a specific reason to agree?
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Post by Rika on Sat Sep 23, 2017 2:11 pm

The demon would glance at the other with a small smile. "Maybe it doesn't." He would say and leave it at that. They could go around in circles about the matter, but in the end if the community didn't say anything then the management would continue to do what they were going to do at the pace they were going. In the end, he would have to consider putting together something later. Right now he was focused on his guest.

"Fierce?" the demon would say as he tilted his head a bit, thinking as his ears and tail reappeared thanks to being back home. "That makes you sound dangerous all the time though. I think I like handsome and intense better." At least those captured his looks and personality. Though intense alone could capture him too. Hmmm. Maybe all those words applied to him in the end. In any case, the demon would only consider that for a short period of time before he blinked as he watched the other come over and sit down. The answer he gave caused the demon to tilt his head as he raised an eyebrow. "Is that so?" he would ask as he leaned against the arm of the sofa so he could look at the other better. "Well I am cool with that." And honestly he was. He didn't mind chilling with the other one bit. It kind of made him happy the guy just came just because versus some purpose. It was kind of sweet.
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Post by Sharaku on Sat Sep 23, 2017 2:22 pm

"Am I not?", he would snort faintly as he gave the demon a mildly questioning look before shrugging vaguely. "I suppose whatever floats your boat though. As long as I'm not being a type of a fluffball, I can deal with it." It didn't exactly hurt him in the end. And they were just a couple words anyway. Nothing world breaking.

In any case, he would tap his fingers against his chin slightly when he heard the intial question towards his response about reasoning. "Do you want me to come up with a reason? I could probably find something if I tried hard enough." There's always a reason to be found. No one ever really does things without there being a 'why' behind it.
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Post by Rika on Sat Sep 23, 2017 2:36 pm

The demon would give the other a faint smile as he played with the earring in his left ear. "You are many things," he would say and then chuckling he would continue. "I'll try to keep that in mind when using my words then." And so he would have to since he had the tendency to use cute or the like a good amount. He wondered briefly how many times he would slip up before it became natural for him to use a different word for the guy or maybe he didn't need to use words at all. After all, words couldn't really capture what Sharaku was to him. Anyway...

"Nah. There is no reason needed. I just thought to ask since you typically don't do things just because is all." Better know if something is up versus just chilling and miss that potential snag.
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Post by Sharaku on Sat Sep 23, 2017 2:48 pm

He would shake his head a bit. "You know what? If anything, just try not to call me completely off kilter things. I suppose that in the end cute would still be better than something that's legitimately unappealing to hear." He couldn't think of a good example at the moment, but he wouldn't doubt that there were words that did not work well as a nickname or a way of addressing a person. There always were.

Blinking slightly, he would hold up a finger. "I assure you, I probably do plenty things you don't really imagine me doing." However that was meant was up to the other to assume. Was he aiming for something specific with it or not? Who knew. What happened with things always depended on the other side's input anyhow.
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Post by Rika on Sat Sep 23, 2017 3:25 pm

The demon would raise his eyebrows at the other finding himself rather amused by this change up in approach. "Oho? You're not gonna fight me then when it comes to the words you wish to be called by?" he asked as he eyed the guy his tone light, but curious. It was actually a bit surprising if this was truly the case. It would certainly help with not being corrected all the time or worrying if he was saying something that bothered the other. Besides he wouldn't call him anything insulting anyway, so the other didn't have to worry about that.

That aside, the demon would let out a small snort of amusement as he watched the other with a smirk. "Oh? What else would I not expect you to do?" he would ask the other, remaining relaxed on the other end of the sofa. He was kind of curious about the meaning behind it, but whether he would get an answer or not was another matter.
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Post by Sharaku on Sat Sep 23, 2017 4:35 pm

At the questioning, he would furrow his brows slightly, seemingly thinking about something. "To be completely and utterly honest? I don't exactly really wish for anything in this area. You could just call this....an irrational urge to be at odds with everything that is placed in front of me. Or whatever words work better for you. In short, I don't seriously care as much as I seem to.", he would shrug. "Albeit, sinking teeth into everything that passes by does provide a form of entertainment occasionally." It was however bad when it caused fights and arguments, which couldn't be faithfully predicted, making it reason enough for him to at least try to lay it off more.

Either way, he would clear his throat slightly. He could simply just say something akin to 'Plenty things' and let the demon's imagination wander around by itself, but for whatever reason, he was currently feeling in the mood to attempt drawing a reaction from the other. Hmm. Let's see..."You pose a rather hard question. I cannot be completely certain of what you do and do not think I do. Though, how about...me getting myself off while thinking about you?" Yes, he did just claim that with a straight face. Was he serious or was that just a fluke to see how the demon reacted to such a..graphic idea? The answer to that would probably have to wait until after this ran its course...
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Post by Rika on Sat Sep 23, 2017 8:22 pm

The demon would rub his ear in regards to what he heard. "Well that does seem to explain you perfectly, but that's alright." He could handle that one after all he wasn't trying to nickname or label him. He just found the situation cute, thus his statement. Speaking of statements, the next one had the demon smirking in amusement. "That is an interesting pass time. Should I be concerned about any of that coming my way?" He would ask the question amused at the thought and wondering briefly if he would actually enjoy being bitten on occasion by the other....

He would think that for a few seconds before snapping himself out of his thoughts as the other cleared his throat and in turn answered his question with a statement that caught the demon completely off guard. If the man was hoping for a reaction. Well he would get one as the demon jaw dropped slightly as his eyes searched that serious face for some clues this was a joke, but there was none to be found and as a result the demon didn't quite know what to do. He did, however, turned red in the face as he looked away from the other trying to pull himself together as two distinct emotions. The first was desire. He honestly felt happy about the matter and was tempted to take the bait and play back. However, the other emotion that came was a bit of anxiety. What if he was just joking and just wanted a reaction and in turn by following desire he errored? He didn't want that, but at the same time what was he supposed to do? The demon shook his head his face still as red as a cherry as he looked over at the other in a shy manner as he looked him up and down. "A-Are you serious about that?" he would ask his voice a bit shaky from the shock and the conflict within it caused leaving him a bit confused, but even so...he had to know the truth. Question was would he get it.
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Post by Sharaku on Sat Sep 23, 2017 8:46 pm

"I think I'll just opt out of trying to come up with a response to that." Before he ended up somehow opposing the statement again, even though it hardly really mattered to him in the end. Perhaps it was an accurate description, and perhaps it did lack something, but to be honest, not everything could be explained in simple and clear terms anyway. He would raise an eyebrow briefly. "Do you want to be bitten?" Theoretically, he could sure do that. In reality, the likelihood of that simply happening was actually low unless something clearly prompted him to perform such an action. Besides, he had originally meant his statement more so metaphorically anyhow.

Speaking of statements and their meanings, it would appear that his next one scored a clean hit. Which was honestly not too unexpected. He had kind of expected the guy to react this way, considering the chosen topic and its timing. Despite its predictability, the situation was still highly amusing though. Priceless. As much as it was kind of an effort to not laugh at this, he did do his best still, not necessarily wanting to make a complete fool out of the guy. Albeit, the other did swallow the bait with the hook, that was for sure. He would rub at his chin thoughtfully for a few moments before attempting to answer. "Yes.'', he would say tilting his head slightly. "....maybe." Well, it was kind of complicated. "I mean, it depends on whether we define 'thinking about someone' the same way here.'', he would add with a light shrug.

"I assume this means you're interested in the idea of that?"
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Post by Rika on Sat Sep 23, 2017 9:20 pm

"Fair enough," the demon would say not seeming to mind an end to that particular topic that would either go in circles or maybe even turn to something ugly if pushed along too much. Besides it was nothing important anyway, so perhaps it was time to lay that one to bed anyway. As for the next question the demon would chuckle a bit. "Maybe I do. I haven't figured out how good of an idea that is yet." Being bitten while interesting may not be something he enjoyed. Granted he hadn't been bitten often to begin, so how would he know anyway and why was his mind still on that? Brain please move on....or break. That was always an option too even more so when it came to the conversation that happened next.

The demon did indeed take the bait and perhaps the other might've gotten a good laugh if he had just told the demon it was a joke. Would it have ended well? Well that was hard to say, a blow like that could damage the demon a bit and take him a bit to recover from such an embarassement. As much as he tried to surpress his feelings and not be too much with them...there was no denying that some part of him wanted this sort of stuff in a relationship. Granted in his mind, it wouldn't have been this out of the blue, but he would do the best to deal with what was happening now.

He was still red and trying to recover from everything when the other gave his answer. To what he said, the demon felt his heart pounding faster and for a moment couldn't respond properly as he looked down for a moment, trying to grab his thoughts again.

When he calmed down, he would get the following words out. "Well...what does "thinking about someone" mean to you?" he would ask as he shifted a bit in his spot to get comfortable again. Kind of hard to do when your face was on fire and your body feeling odd. Crazy really what the other had done to him so quickly. As for the question posed, the demon was quiet for a moment as he thought on it for a few moments and then looking up at the other he would give a small nod as he opened his mouth to speak.

"Yes. Very interested." Well he at least he was being honest though what sort of door that opened was yet to be seen.
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Post by Sharaku on Sat Sep 23, 2017 9:42 pm

"It's...a bit less focused on the person themselves I suppose. A typical person chooses to imagine somebody because they're directly attracted to that one person and get turned on by the idea of such. If you recall our latest conversation on such subjects, we've already established I don't quite do preferences like that. For me, it's more about the appeal of the act itself or the situation. Assuming I do choose to focus on a person though, I would be inclined to have it be someone I do find aesthetically pleasing and am comfortable enough with. I've never been the one to want to engage with strangers anyway. Think of it like being hungry but finding none of the dishes available to you outstandingly attractive. Nevertheless, you'd probably be most likely to at least pick the one you think looks well made and/or already have some experience with, right?" Well, he made a...valiant effort to explain himself, though with how odd and complicated this matter could be, he could only hope that the other would understand it well enough. Ah well.

In any case, he would scratch the back of his head with a faint snort at the answer to his question. "I suppose I expected that one."
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Post by Rika on Sun Sep 24, 2017 7:14 am

The demon would stay on his side of the sofa recover, the redness going down a bit as he listen to the other's description of "think of someone". To what he heard, the demon eyebrows would furrow a bit as he processed that one. "Well yeah...I would think that the more appealing one or the thing I am familiar with would give me the most satisfaction. So I think I get what your saying." Though he wasn't quite sure what to do with how that made him feel. On one hand he was a bit distressed at this. if the guy choose like that what if he met someone better or more good looking than him and got close to them? Would that become his focus instead when he got in these moods? But on the other hand, he was happy that even if it was a strange way to get off, he was still the reason for it. So the two emotions came together came together to make something pleasant and uncomfortable all at once. it took a moment for the demon to push down the more negative side of the two and recover enough to look back at the other, the blush still there as he gave a weak smile to the last comment.

"I can't help that I am curious as to what you are thinking.....or if you're even interested in doing to me what you are thinking..." He would watch the other for a moment and then looked away from him. What was he doing or saying? It was a confusing time, but he was trying to work through it. At least he wasn't flailing or going over board with this. His reaction more held in, showing in his shy like behavior and redness in his face.
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Post by Sharaku on Sun Sep 24, 2017 8:36 am

Well, for him it was often more about the principle than the satisfaction itself. He could easily work without needing a specific person to use in his imagination. But hey, what good is imagining things for when you don't make some good use of it, right? "Well, that's a somewhat simplified version of the matter anyhow." There were of course more factors to how he chose his ways of doing things, but it would be overexplaining if he tried to put all of it out at once. Nevertheless, he would tilt his head at the guy slightly. "If you have anything you want to ask though, you can. I have no problem answering." He had already said as much as this, so it was a bit too late to start getting ashamed now. Besides, almost everyone did this, so it wasn't that much of a wonder. People were usually the ones that made the topic more awkward than it needed to be.

In any case, he would hum under his breath at the statements that followed, thinking for a moment before he shook his head slightly. "There's various things I could be thinking about, honestly. I suppose that for simplicity's sake, I shall just take this as the general idea of me having sex with you in some way or form." Besides, even if it did start at different things, it would presumably eventually land in that area anyway. "I'll put it this way. I certainly could. It isn't like I lack sex drive. It's just that due to the lack of attraction, it's more aimless than anything else. Making it a lot simpler to take care of it by myself instead of seeking a partner and making it a lot more complicated. Nevertheless, I do find the idea somewhat fascinating. After all, you can't predict what another person will do, unlike when you only have yourself, which makes for a different experience. Besides, I honestly have not bothered since the fail we had in the past, so not like I have much to fall back on." It wasn't like him to seek to do it with someone just for the sake of trying what it's like, and due to the way he was, more serious relationships didn't come by for him easily either. "I don't necessarily...feel like I have a big need for it, but I suppose I can kind of understand the appeal of such? It's good for bonding, yes?"
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Rika on Sun Sep 24, 2017 6:13 pm

“I am pretty sure it is, but it helps with understanding when presented it that way,” the demon would say as he gave the other a lopsided smile. When it came to these matters, bite sizes were always better than the whole cake at once. As for that next comment though, the demon’s smile would fade a bit as he looked off to the side seeming to struggle with something before looking over at the other with a bit of a guilty look. “I...I know this probably shouldn’t be a thing considering how we desire things differently, but...when you gave your example, I wondered….if there was someone else more good looking or better than me in general and we got in this situation….would you imagine them and doing things with them instead of me because that is more appealing?” He understood that maybe this was just his anxiety talking and while it made him uncomfortable saying it due to the fear of the consequences...was it not better to know than just let it sit on assumptions or pushing the issue away? He...did need to speak to face it no? He wasn’t sure, but he knew the mention of it made him feel rather guilty since it was pushing things back into that questionable territory of if they were partners or not and trust and while the demon wouldn’t say it was a trust issue. He knew it was an issue nonetheless. Praying that wouldn’t come crashing on him like a ton of boulders and ruin everything, the demon would let that one go as it would.

In any case, he would soon have his mind elsewhere the chat led to next topic and his head whirling as it went in a thousand in one places. “You…” the demon would blink a bit trying to stay more or less calm in the situation. “You want to have sex with me? Well, it’s not that I doubted you had a sex drive. I just didn’t see that happening any time soon. Dumb I know, but…” the demon would shake his head as he looked at the other. “I did have my concerns considering our differences. I’ll be frank with ya because of the way I am, most of the time I don’t know what to do when it comes to you and the romance side.Perhaps it is just me overthinking things, but it is there at times,” the demon said scratching his ear with a frown. Maybe he just needed to chill the fuck out and stop thinking about things. Or maybe he should just ask more. He wasn’t too sure about the matter and now wasn’t the time to linger on that anyway. The demon would rub his arm a bit as he sighed and pushed that away as he refocused on the other matter at hand. “In any case...if you want to have to sex with me, I am not against that. I don’t have any toys, but I think we can perhaps figure things out. I am kind of curious of where it will go and hope it doesn’t end like last time.” That would suck ass in so many ways it wasn’t even funny. Anyway…”I think it is needed at times to help with bonding yes. Not all the time though, but sometimes is good.” He would say as he looked the other up and down. He was a bit nervous about the matter due to not wanting to mess up, but even so...he did want him, so….
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Sharaku on Sun Sep 24, 2017 6:55 pm

Well…that was a somewhat odd question to ask. Not something he had expected, and to be honest, a matter that hadn’t even crossed his own mind at all until it was mentioned right now. He would furrow his brows for a moment, considering the idea for a short while. “Probably….not? I mean, assuming there was someone I liked way more than you and all that, it would raise the question of whether I would even have a reason to be in any relationship with you at that point. In which case, sticking to thinking about you would be more akin to someone imagining their ex than anything else.” He would shake his head slightly. “Outside of that though, I’m not necessarily as simplistic as my description might have made me seem. I do understand the notion of commitment and all that. And to be honest, I don’t even really need to think of a specific person to begin with. It’s more of a conscious choice for me. There’s next to no chance I’d focus on someone I don’t know well enough and all that. And if that happens, we would likely be facing the situation I described a moment ago, which I suppose underlines my whole point.” In fact, he was generally less likely to have his mind wander than your typical person who might secretly think about a hot celebrity or someone else they couldn’t normally have. He didn’t care. To him, having a face was just an interesting plus that could be nice when he was comfortable with said person in question. It probably wouldn’t even occur to him to seek an extra face when he already had something that worked just fine.

He would tilt his head at the guy. “Want is too strong of a word. I’m rather neutral towards sex in general. It’s more along the lines of me being willing to do it if it’s a beneficial thing and does feel good. And I suppose it is a matter of curiosity, as I have not gone all the way with anyone just yet.” Having at least an experience was never a bad thing. He could decide just how much he ‘wanted’ to repeat the act in the future once he knew what was it approximately like. He would huff. “The only advice I can really give you…is to not think of it as something that needs to be special and different from what is normally done. My concept of romance is virtually non-existent as is. People throw the term left and right, making it seem like it ought to be naturally superior to any other expression, but to me it’s all the same. What matters is that one’s actions are genuine, not whether they’re ‘romantic’ enough or in the right way or any of that crap. To me at least.” And everyone had their own concept of romance anyway. “Same goes for sex. I view it as an optional activity. If both sides enjoy it and feel that it makes them closer, good. If not, then that is how it is. For some people going hiking together could be more of a bonding experience than having sex.”, he would add with a light snort. “Since you mention last time though, I’d wager to say that we weren’t really ready for that back then.”
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Re: Relaxation Time or...?

Post by Rika on Sun Sep 24, 2017 8:22 pm

Well at least his fear of getting bitten was an unneeded worry. The guy didn’t bite him and instead just further explained the situation which after listening made a whole lot of sense. As the demon listened his eyes narrowed a bit as he rubbed his chin, watching the other with a thoughtful gaze for a few moments before nodding. “I see. Well that is a good thing to know. At least we are on the same page there.” Loyalty and commitment were a big thing to the demon. He didn’t like one that was flightly in choice or lusting after something else. He also didn’t like the idea of whoever his partner was fantasizing about someone else while with him, but maybe that was because he was like that too. When he choose someone he was fully committed to that person. While he may look at people, his eyes and thoughts were never lustful, they were always on that one person he had chosen. He was honestly relieved the other was similar to him even if their approaches and way of thinking on things was like night and day.

Speaking of night and day, the demon would find himself humming at the next comment. “Hmm. I would say I am kind of mixed when it comes to sex. Like….today for example it is something that is causing a reaction because the...desire to do it with you is there,” the demon said looking down as the flush returned. It was kind of odd saying it, but he would continue. “Other days, that desire is so low it’s almost absent and would take a great deal of work to get to me a point of wanting to participate in the act.” He could be strange when it came to this matter. Some days it was easy to trigger him or get him to say yes to the act, others it was like pulling teeth or just flat out no. On. Off. On. Off that was kind of how his switch work with sexuality and some other things. Odd, but it was him. Anyway…”As for curiosity...I suppose I too am curious as to where this can go. I would say I haven’t bother connecting or trying anything like this with anyone since the time we parted ways. Maybe that is why I am a bit nervous again. Been a while,” the demon would say with a sheepish smile. Despite how awkward it was at least he was being open with this. The last thing he wanted was to set himself up as something he wasn’t. No this time, he was going to just be him and go from there. Speaking of being himself that was pretty much what the other was saying with his next comment.

To the words said, the demon would nod a bit. “I think...I get it. Perhaps I have been taking the wrong approach and stressing myself out when all i had to do was just be me and nothing more.” Ironic you know. The best times he had with the guy was when he didn’t think about being a couple or partners or what have. Didn’t worry about romance and just let things go as they would with nothing on his mind outside of just enjoying the time with the guy and what was happening. So why did it take up until now to understand the simple truth. He...wondered about his mind sometimes and how it over complicated nothing. As for that last part, the demon would give a genuine smirk this time around. “Perhaps that is true. I guess we’ll figure out what works for us in the bonding department as we go,” the demon would start and then shaking his head a bit amused he would continue. “I wonder if we are ready this round.” He would say with a tilt of his head.
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